Right now, I am terrified about college. SO. I am searching through my college booklets that I got from the guidance counselor's office at my school.
I'm going to be a therapist(in a clinical setting or a school) so I know that I have to take Social Sciences (specifically psychology) in college. Then, in university, I have to take psychology again. THEN, I will have mastered all knowledge of the human brain and I will be a brilliant therapist and be able to help people. :)
I've always wanted to do something with biology like become a doctor. But, to be honest, performing surgeries and stuff is kind of... disturbing. First of all, there's all that blood. I'm okay with blood, though. I don't feel sick or anything. But, it's just disturbing to see a lot of it XD And, secondly, there's the fact that if I mess up, the person is most likely going to die. How can I possibly LIVE with myself knowing that I failed epically during a surgery or something and now the person is dead? I wouldn't be able to sleep. Especially since I freak out over everything. I'd be up every night crying. No joke. Even if I know that it wasn't my fault, that it was a risky surgery and I tried my best, I will still feel horrible because THE PERSON IS DEAD.
*gulps for air*
So, yeah. Psychology here I come! :D
For Fall admissions at a college that looks quite promising, I have to apply before March first of 2012. In the booklet I have it says March first 2011, but that's for the students who are graduating this year and are going to college. I'm graduating next year. So, I'm assuming that the dates will stay the same. Anyways, for Winter admissions, the deadline is November first. :o
So, that's why I'm checking this out from now. I need to have everything planned from early. I am NOT waiting till the last minute. My future is at stake here! =D (I had drama today. I'm feeling pretty... dramatic.)
Oh and as I'm reading on the website, in Term 1, I have to choose between Developmental Psychology and Abnormal Psychology then in term 3, I have to choose between Human Sexual Behavior and Applications of Psychology. I can't choose! I'm seriously staring at them trying to decide but it's so hard. XD They all sound so interesting. I'm a huge psychology dork. XD
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