Seeing as it's Thanksgiving, I have decided to say thank you to my darling mother who passed away when I was four. I'm not going to make this a long post because I know that I'm going to start sobbing later because of it.
So, I just want to say that I miss you, Mom. I love you very much and wish you hadn't left us. Especially with that evil woman you were sort of friends with. v_v I hope you're enjoying yourself up there in Heaven. Maybe you're partying or something. I wish I could join you. Would you let me have a sip of your wine? (: Say hi to Grandpa for me. I miss him. A lot. I wish that I was older when you left us. Maybe you could have seen me grow up, become someone. Maybe you could have showed me how to work computers and teach me to use floppy disks.(I can't figure out how to use them. I don't think it matters much anymore though seeing as technology has advanced) And you could have shown me how to write a perfect CV. Sometimes, I look at your pictures and wonder why God took you away from us. Why he chose you to get cancer and die. You never smoked... and I don't think you had any history of cancer. So, why did you get it? Why did you die? Why did you leave me, mom? I'm left with my evil stepfamily who I don't like at all... I know, this probably doesn't sound like a thank you letter so far, but it is. I want to thank you for being the wonderful person you were. I want to be just like you when I get older. I want to be the genius you were. :) Yes, I've been listening to dad. Haha. I want to thank you for... being you. For passing on your traits to me. For loving me when I was a spoiled brat. For changing my diapers. For rocking me in your arms while I cried for a reason you probably didn't understand. For pulling my hand away from a lit candle at my second birthday party. And for so much more... I love you, mommy.
PS: If you are feeling depressed after reading this(I know I am), read this post and cheer you up.